Why
did it have to happen this way?
Maybe there is a clue in an odd juxtaposition today, a liturgical collision, if you will.
On
the Christian calendar today—March 25—is usually the Feast of the Annunciation
when we tell the story of the Archangel Gabriel’s visit to Mary and the
miraculous conception of Jesus. This
alignment is rare. It has happened only
3 times in our lifetime, including today, and it will not happen again in this
century.
What does it mean for these two events of Jesus’ life to be on the
same day? I am struck mostly by
Gabriel’s primary message to Mary that echoes down the ages to us: “Nothing will be impossible for God.”
We
usually think of this as a statement of hope, perhaps the definitive statement
of Christian hope. But what if it not
only points to the ability of God to bring miracle to human life, but the
ability of God to embrace the entire reality of human life, even to the point
of the suffering and death Jesus experienced on the cross?
What
if Gabriel was saying, “It will not be impossible for God to experience the
greatest depths of human rejection and suffering”? “Nothing will be impossible for God” is not
only about the miraculous birth, but also the horrific death.
It
seems to me this brings home a question I think we all need to contemplate on
this day. Do we really want a God for
which this day is not impossible? Do we
really want a God who suffers and dies?
Why
did Jesus have to suffer and die? Wasn’t
it enough to teach us about the kingdom of God?
Wasn’t it enough to give us a Golden Rule and a Summary of the Law, a
Sermon on the Mount and a bunch of pithy parables? Weren’t they enough to make the point?
Why
did Jesus have to suffer and die, for his life to be made a sacrifice? We might be inclined quickly to say, “But
Easter made it all better!”
We
all have a tendency to want to jump over today and go straight to Easter. Why must we stay here? What good is Good Friday?
I
was reminded of these questions by a dear friend of mine, a priest, who lost
her oldest daughter, age 34, to a strange liver disease several years ago on
Palm Sunday. She wrote to several of her
friends later that week,
When it comes to Easter joy, I fear that I no longer know what I'm
talking about. Everything I've previously written now seems to me as if
penned by some stranger in a foreign tongue. . . . I am humbled, this year, not
to be able to rush the resurrection. To have to live it. Breathe
it. Weep it. Wait it. Hope it. Live though it as a mother dies to the pain of
her labor so that she may bring forth new life.
The truth is that we live in these
three days all our life, not just Easter.
The suffering of Good Friday is our constant companion in this
life. Bombs in Brussels, politicians
cynically playing on our fears, sudden death of the young, or the old, for that
matter, mental illness that robs you of normality again and again. Much of life is actually lived in tomorrow—Holy
Saturday—the day of waiting, of teetering on the edge between hope and despair.
Easter is our hope, and we Christians
dare to proclaim that it is our reality, but we have to be honest enough to
say, it is so only by faith. Easter is a
glimpse of all our Good Fridays undone, enough of a glimpse to give fuel to
hope and even to joy, but never enough in this life to make Good Friday go away
altogether. For that we still wait.
Why did God have to do it this
way? Do we really want a God who had to
do it this way?
The answer is often given to us in the
logic of a theory of atonement that says it had to happen this way to fulfill
the requirements of God’s law. Jesus had
to sacrifice himself for the sins of the whole world, because God requires bloody
sacrifice for sin. And because Jesus was
also God’s Son, the sacrifice of his life was enough for all.
That is one answer, with some biblical
authority to back it up.
But there is another answer. Jesus’ death is not only about sin, but also,
and perhaps mostly, about suffering.
How can we trust a God who does not
know the absolute depths of what it means to be human? How can we trust a God who has never been
rejected, who has never suffered, who has never died? How can we trust a God who has never lived
the reality of my friend and her daughter, and all our realities of life
falling short of what we had hoped and dreamed?
Jesus’ death on the cross is about
God’s utter solidarity with us. Jesus
did bear the sins of the whole world on the cross. That is important to me. But what is more important to me is that Jesus
also bore the suffering of the whole world on the cross.
This is why I am a Christian, because
nothing is impossible for God, even this day, even bearing the suffering of the
whole world. And because of this
reality—Good Friday—I can trust this God enough to believe that Easter is
possible. I can hope for a day when it
is all undone, and you and me and all who have suffered are so sure that there
will be no more Good Fridays that we cannot stop singing and dancing for joy.
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